Hello again...

Blogging...

... why do i blog?

This blog started more than 4 years ago. Time flies. It does.

Four++ years ago, I was in college. Being in the transition from the blue pinafore white shoes days to short skirt high heels days, everything seems so exciting and fresh. Making new friends, meeting people, discovering love, organising events, going places and etc, all the love hate relationship with everything and anything, there's just too much memories that were being made.

I set up blogs. On the then living now dying Frienster, then moved to Blogger. Blogs. Not one blog, but blogs.

All sort of things are dumped into these blogs, be it the private ones, or the public ones, with the hope that one day when I, or anyone, looked back at those posts, they would make me smile, or laugh at the stupidity shown by the younger me.

They were created to make me remember, to remind me of things, as I was, and still am a person who take things for granted. But I'm sad to say, this has not been a success. I still forget and let things slide, with a heavy price to pay.

Despite the cheery person that some of you might known me as, a little part of me is somehow insecure. Slowly, some posts were created for me to prove my existence. Or in other words, I blog to get attention, which is a pretty bad thing. Impressions of me as being a fun, smart, pretty, and somewhat spoilt girl were created intentionally, but not to say all things that I blogged about are fake. All things are real. Posts about places that I went, great people that I met, annoying people that made me curse, things I did and everything else are real, but are written in a way that shows the better light of me, which actually, I'm not fun, smart and pretty.

I no longer am going to blog to prove my existence. I do not have to. I do not need to.

For you who know me by my first name and last name, that's all that matters.

This chapter is closed, for a beginning of a new chapter...

 

 

...a chapter that is true to you, and myself.

Calling all 017 users...

edit: ok. i've found out why. Weee~ keep my number, people!

10/09/2009

... ok, i'm don't know what's the word to describe myself when i saw this... i have limited vocab, btw.




hmmmm...

i checked it twice. it says the same.

so, does this mean i don't have to top up anymore till 2013, which is 1, 2, 3, 4 FOUR years from now to keep my number active?

and i would not have to top up too if i don't use my credit that much? it's possible, you know, for i don't use much of the credit since i'm only back in malaysia for like few weeks in a year. and starting next year, the longest time i'll be back in malaysia is only a couple of weeks. see. that amount of credit can last.

credit aside, what more important is that i get to keep this number for a loooooooooong time, saving the trouble of everyone updating my phone number every freaking time that i am back.

ok. how could this be? i know maxis have this 365 thing that allow me to keep the number active for 365 days for a fee. but for 4x365days?! ok, i've never heard of that. i didn't sign up for anything, if you are asking.

August 12th is the date that i've activated the number.

4x365days exactly.

i topped up the number with rm60 on 17th August, because i was going singapore and also intended to keep my number active for the 6 weeks that i'm here in malaysia. other than that, i didn't do anything.

Somebody, tell me, HOW??!

i google-ed. there's nothing.

Is there something that i'm missing?

but.

i'm happy. because i can keep the number till i come back for malaysia for good.

i just hope that when i check it next week, it would still tell me the same thing.

and i can tell EVERYBODY, "KEEP MY NUMBER!" (((((((((((((((((((((((((:

keep the fingers crossed.